The Northeastern Hippie











Back home in the mountains of North Carolina, down a forgotten railroad track, along a winding river, a dead village lies still beneath fallen snow, nestled within it’s protective cove, waiting for anyone, and no one. A graveyard, church, and a one-room schoolhouse was home for many families, and many years later, a commune for hippies exploring the wild beauties of the Nolichucky and being one with trees and grass and the wind and each other.

The pioneer families, spirits now, built their homes and lives here so as not to fight and die for slavery. So their sons and husbands would not fight and die for a cause not theirs. They rode the train, children and possessions in tow, into the mountain retreat, and created their own world with bare hands. Blood and sweat in the foundations and fields. They sold their white corn whiskey to a small town five miles down the tracks, and carried supplies on the train, or on their shoulders back into their mountain nook.

Spring came to them every year with the gift of young flowers, and fall brought cool wind and the crunch of orange leaves. Weddings and funerals. Rain and snow fell on their community, and was known only to them.

Old houses still stand, one or two. The school-house holds memories like ghosts of laughing children and years of learning. The teacher scribed a fare-well note on the rough-sawn lumber wall of the school house. Perhaps he did this so that future explorers might touch the past. Run your fingers along the words he scrawled along the wood. Feel the splinter from years gone by. One drop of your blood falls to the dirty floor and and in a very small, true way, you become part of the Cove’s history.



{November 16, 2009}   My poem

This is a poem I’ve bee working on for the past week or two. My dad has helped me a lot with finding the essence of a poem, and using real words instead of abstract ones. Enjoy

 

It’s five am and my soldier, my husband is already gone. Faint memories of a goodbye kiss lie in the bed next to me. Soft white cat sleeps in the bend of my arm, gently purrs when I stir. My little white shadow follows me down towards the star light.

With bare feet I stand alone in the wet morning grass. My eyes and soul turned heaven-ward. The cold light of the ancients, my friends these many years, dilate my pupils and my thoughts, opening me to sweet music of the Greecian muses. Find a pen and write a symphony of moonlight and faeries, and four-star Generals. Of uniformed boys, land mines, bombs, and shrapnel, children with guns. Romeo and Juliet, both Alice and paradise, lost. The stories of the centuries held within the stars, waiting for a mind, a heart, a pen.

 



{November 12, 2009}   Thursday stuff, before a storm

I wrote 1 new thing, and a few pieces of things. Here is my 1 new thing.

Does it make you cry
To watch the news?
Bombings and shootings
And knifings and death
Genocide, homicide
Wars and death

How has this become the norm?
Ten thousand die in the blink of an eye
Murders and suicide
But we don’t blink an eye

They say we’re all human,
All part of one race
But we turn on TV
And look death in the face

I know we’re all human
But we’ve lost our sanity
We don’t blink an eye.
Where’s our humanity?



{November 10, 2009}   H1N1

A just-for-fun picture. Well, the H1N1 wasn’t fun, but, well you know.

 

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{October 30, 2009}   Update

A revised poem I’ve been working on for a few weeks now.
I’m not a big fan of profanity in poetry. It’s way over used and just childish. But sometimes it has it’s place.

 

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Crippled hippie
Many miles away from home
Making  a new home
A new Navy Blue home

Confused hippie
Love and peace
War and greed
American Naval war and greed

Mountain girl
Trying to merge worlds
Polish his war boots
Bare feet by his war boots

Navy wife
Drinks wine alone again tonight
Hooyah Navy!
F*ck the Navy.



{October 28, 2009}   A rainy Wednesday’s poetry

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We see lips moving
lips of friends
and strangers.
The perfect painted lips of billboard models and movie stars.
The invisible lips of the radio.
Government lips and car sales men’s lips.
And the Quarter Pounder with Cheese’s lips.

So many lips with so many words, we have become satisfied with seeing lips move and never hearing a thing.

Close your eyes and listen.
Listen to your lover whisper your name.
Spring rain sing love songs on a tin roof.
The cries of the broken hearted
And the joy of children.

Hear a paintbrush kiss a canvas
And the click of a camera caputre the morning.

Close your eyes.
Free yourself to hear.

Coward!
Coward.
Do you feel like a big man now?

Hit the woman who is carrying your child.
Defenseless and crying
Begging for mercy.
Throw her down into the yard.
Scream profanities as she clings to a tree.
Regaining her balance,
Hiding from your fists and your eyes.
Hit her again so she knows you’re in charge.
Drag her inside to hide your sin.
She’ll tell you she loves you.
Cook you your food and get you a beer.
Yeah, you control her.

Coward.
Do you feel like a big man now?

But what a coward am I, are we?
For standing back, safe,
watching her pain.
And wondering how someone can do such a thing.

Call the police when safely away.
Hidden from the chance of reprocussions.

What a coward am I.



{October 23, 2009}   New poetry

Here are some of my newest poems. Enjoy =)

Black dress
Broken heart
Slowly
With fear and
Disbelief
(you can’t be gone)
Approach

Brown box
Blue dress
Perfect
Beautiful
Reality
(you can’t be gone)
Jessica

Oh no!

My heart is ripped open again, a tidal wave of sorrow and anger and bitterness hits me head on almost knocking me off my feet YOU CAN’T BE GONE! DON’T YOU REALIZE THAT I STILL NEED YOU? Only 18 and maddly in love and now gone. My best friend and my stability (you can’t be gone)

Gave her
Daisies
Kissed her
cold forehead
say goodbye
(you can’t be gone)
I love you

~ ~ ~

Flower child
Wear flowers in your hair
Even when you are not in San Fransisco

~ ~ ~

Darling
My heart is half
When you’re away
Longing for the completion
That you bring to me

Return
Meld our souls
With holy fire
into one beautiful entity
Eternal singularity

~ ~ ~

Stranger, sitting there
Searching your soul for
Meaning within your loneliness
Your wasted years
Do  they haunt your sleep?

~ ~ ~

Crippled hippie
Many miles away from home
Making a new home
A new Navy Blue home

Confused hippie
Love and peace
War and greed
American Naval war and greed

Mountain girl
Trying to merge worlds
Polish his war boots
Bare feet by his war boots



{October 14, 2009}   The Jonas Brothers

These are from the Jonas Brothers kickball game in Norwich last Saturday. A fair majority of these pictures were taken by my little sister, Queenie. Enjoy!



{October 3, 2009}   Goodbye Z

My husbands gorgeous 280 Z, down in flames.



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