Life is like a river. Fluid, ever moving, ever changing. No molecule will ever be in exactly the same place with exactly the same other molecules surrounding it ever again. And each of us as individuals and social groups are part of that fluidity. Everything, good and bad, happens for a reason. Even the things that hurt deeply, and that which fills us with overwhelming joy. What has happened has happened, unchangeable. But if we allow ourselves to go through these experiences without growing, changing, we are stagnant. Good for nothing but breeding mosquitoes.
This past week I went through something hard. I did something wrong. Mostly honest, but angry. Thing that should never have been said the way they were. But I have come to the conclusion that, I have made a mistake. I was not expressing the Love of Yeshuah. But I repented both to the Lord and the party in question, and I feel that things are okay. Maybe not between her and myself, only time will tell. But I truly feel that no matter what happens, NO MATTER WHAT, it is okay. I have my roots deeply planted in Yahweh’s love, and tho I make mistakes, I am grounded in him, and no matter what happens with the people in my life, I am okay. Honestly, with Him, no matter what happens, I am wonderful. This is a big realization. Yesterday I thought nothing would ever be okay again. That I would be eternally alone. But I’m never alone! And things are okay.
Kadosh, Kadosh, Kadosh
Adonai Elohiem Tzvaot
Holy Holy Holy
Is the Lord God Almighty!
